I gotta move into my new place Saturday morning... am I packed? Not one box! I've got a lot of de-junking to do. I have school starting on Monday am I ready? Not really, I don't have all my books-I also am not prepared for school emotionally, physically, or mentally either. Kauri isn't instantly healed. Did she get better today? No, she got worse today. I want to just be with her right now. I haven't met all my goals for what I wanted to do for some siblings. Did I fail? I feel like I failed. My siblings can't wait for me to be out of their hair. I havn't made the time for my friends lately with the accident. I have friends still? Now I got to fit them in sometime before I leave. I didn't finish the Book of Mormon like I had hoped this summer....almost. I hit a big dent in it. I need to clean out the car before I move. Have I done it? NO. I have made a huge mess attempting to organize the house. Did I make it worse? Yes. I am turning twenty on Sunday. Does that make me feel funny? Yeah, it really does I am still ten.
So I guess I got a lot to do between now and Friday night. It's not all impossible. I did my best, but it looks like I'll have to readjust some of my goals deadlines :) Kauri's accident shuffled me aound, but it also got my priorities stright for me. It is what it is. I got this!
3 comments:
Love you!
You are AMAZING!!!! I will come clean your car and pack and do whatever else I can to help. OR we can steal you away so you wont have time to do it! Then you will have to stay home with us!! We love you! You are the greatest and have been an amazing daughter and sister and friend! Don't ever forget that!!!!!
Annika, you are a special person with a huge heart. Each day I see things you are doing and I just want to let you know how impressed I am. I have enjoyed getting to know you more and more. Don't worry while your at school I will keep my eye on Kauri and the fam and make sure they are ok.
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